Aug 9, 2010

I Like it in the Dark



Woh woh woh listen to this ......"All my life I used to hear men say things like “you’re pretty for a thick girl” or “your face is beautiful” and never my body(ki ukweli bodi yangu sio nzuri kivile). I’ve been seeing this guy for about 8 months and we’ve been intimate but he always wants the lights on. I don’t because I don’t think my body is aesthetically pleasing. My boobs are smaller( wakati wenzako wanatamani small boobs.... we vipi) than they’ve been and my nipples are huge! My stomach is flat but because I was so big at one point I have stretch marks (Julie also have them ), even though you can barely see them I know they’re there. I met him at the gym so he works out all the time and his body is amazing (sic pack, abbs u name them) so I don’t want him to see all my flaws. I know he wants to see me and my body when we have sex (and we have great sex) but I’m most comfortable in the dark ( kuwasha taa noma). What should I do? How do I get over this


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